"nOt oL PpOL can UnderstaNd
the wAy i Am..
sOme may hAte me whiLe
sOme may LuV.
But 4 oL oF tHis,
I stl luV the wAy i aM
coZ i dOn't waNt 2 pRetenD
as somE1 juSt 2 FlaTter any1.
ThiS iS juSt D wAy i aM..
I aM nOt tHat mUch but i aM enOugh..."

reading,
writing stuff,
chatting and the like

alternatives,
R&B
soft rock

Pandora's Box by Jill Cooper
The Kite Runner
Tuesdays with Morrie
Good Harbour..etc

It is better to get hurt with the reality than get comforted with a lie..